Things Change .

And i did too .

Hello people ,

Today , i have a serious matter to talk about .

This , is regarding all that had passed since early 20 09 .

Friends , which i cannot name .

This could be the answer that you would be all looking for .

Last year before i left ,

I didnt want to remember any of you .

And especially Aishah .

We all knew who i was , who was the Madame ,

The Dark Lady , haha .

I cannot remember any of you ,

For if i do , none of my goals shall succeed .

Though i do feel guilty for this .

Things change , my friends .

And i did too .

Look all around you .

It's all a matter of confidence .

If you're confident you may still succeed with me ,

Go ahead .

But i can't .

I left you all long ago ever since my 12th Birthday .

On the midnight of 1/12/09 .

Do you remember the scripts ?

Maybe you didn't .

Because you were all to busy to notice me giving you that .

But i have it with me ,

And after reading it ,

The change was absolute .

I completely blacked out from you .

And so , ....

It's not a new beginning or a new life .

It's just you going to a higher level of education .

So stop acting like its over for your 

Mentel whorish friendships ,

Be mature within ur immaturity .

You had 5 friends to follow you ,

I had none .

I started from scratch ,

with my seniors and of my level ,

Which some boys and girls , 

Decided to be childish

Despite their maturity to not befriend me .

Sodo the world a favor and rid this world of one less idiot .

And stop trying to negotiate me to go ,

For any fucking meet-ups you've planned .

You're an embarrassment to me .

Why aren't you even studying ?

That alone ruined my impression of you .

Be smart .

Forget it .

Continued - Common Cents 2

Continueed !

No need for hies huh ?

So we'll continue .

After i entered the school ,

Or ,

Perhaps ,

AS i entered the school ,

I saw a figure waving to me .

Quickly ,

I thought to myself .

No one was following me from behind ,

And no one was around me ,

So i half confirmed she was waving at me !

I waved back .

And placed my umbrella back on my head .

So after that i slowly unmasked myself ,

Whee ~

And placed the umbrealla on my hand .

Soon i was sitting down and with ...

Guess who ?

Sofia !

Its only 5:30 ++ ,

It did seemed quite late .

But nvrm ,

But mind the fact that we were the only ones from drama in the canteen ,

Though there were many others form GB or BB or NPCC or NCDCC or NCC ,

I dunnoe .

But there was Kirawan ,

So maybe they were BB .

And GB .

There were ladies .

So soon , i think Farhanah and the others arrived ,

Followed by i think Dinie and , uhh , Yanti i think .

I dunnoe how to spell her .

Hmm , strange how we used to say to each other " I hate bitches ! "

from a line nowhere ,

And now we dont even talk .

Ohh well .

So after them i think its Syazana and Ira .

Heyy ! 

Last time i used to say to Wana ,

Wana , Ko tauhh taq ,

Klau aqu amek " W " dari name ko ,

Ko jadi Tembak .

Ko tauhh yg Bazooka , Syazana ?

Hhhahs !

Lol ,

Its like now im surrounded by Ernie Syazana and Syazana .

Ohh yes ,

The other Sec 1s didnt come .

Except me and Dinie .

So you see ,

I thought Dinie was Tooba ,

And how Tooba could be that close to Yanti .

XDXD

Yeahh ,

I forgot to mention ,

Before all of em ,

There was Mr Suhaimi .

He came to us ( Sofia and Me )

And gave us Cappuccino Rolls .

Or something .

And it was delicious ,

But i was scared i might get a stomach cramp !

So after giving us that he left ,

Not without asking me why i wasn't going for the party .

So blah blah . . . 

And yeah !

He just told me to grow as tall as Ernie .

Impossible ! 

Ernie is almost 2 heads taller than me !

And yeahh ,

He mentioned he was going for the " Party of the Year " .

Ohh well ,

I really regretted not going .

It must've been fun .

But still ,

If i went i would miss Nadiyah :D

And yeahh ,

I forgot .

Before Farhanah there came Nadiyah and Asmeera .

Ehh wait .

Asmeera ?

Ameera !

Yeahh .

Ameera .

So after that ,

It was 6 pm ,

And we went up the bus .

And Mdm Mita brought her son along !

Hmm .

I hate to think he was just wee bit shorter than i am .

LOL .. what a joke !

So i was done ,

I mean ,

We were done and onboard the bus .

After we were on board ,

I listened to my eff you see kay ink earpiece .

With the MP3 attached .

So i took out my Jean Ure book .

And went on to read . .

But i wasn't done with a word when Suhaila , or Suhaili ,

Shouted .

Or maybe it wasn't her ,

But just my luck i was stuck with a gayy immature !

Hehh ,

He's not gay , but i couldn't figure why he wanted to sit with ME

Rather than by himself or perhaps with Rushdi .

Or Rusydi .

Or Rudy .

Malay names all sound the same to me hehh !

Ohh , hehh again ,

I shout immature to people who dont act their age .

Like if you're 19 , act 19 . 

48 , act 48 .

Dont be like :

15 = 9

Or

15 = 67 .

No matter what ,

All guys his age dont act like him !

I'll tell you what he did later on .

So after that ,

I took this opportunity of him complaining ,

To tell him to exchange seats with me .

So he did ,

And i felt wayy better .

I never asked for him to sit outside of me !

So in my ears . . 

Beautiful , dirty dirty rich rich . . .

In my boook ,

... Her eyes were as big as Satellite Dishes , 

... and she beamed her satellite dishes at me . . . 

So after that ,

I soon doze off .

I woke back ,

Kept my book ,

Doze off again .

Until of course i woke back up and continued reading .

This patterned continued 

Till i reached Tampines .

So we proceeded off the bus ,

And then i pretended we were in Malaysia ,

And pointed to my map - clothe ,

We're over here , in melaker .

And so we proceeded to Mcdonalds .

There i waved to a couple and then guess what they did .

They had this " WTF . " sign floating neon above their heads .

They just stared at me !

I said hie , waved at em and all i get is a WTF above heads .

I wanted to sit beside them ,

But nahh .

They'll do the WTF thing again .

So youu see ,

After that we proceeded to the CC .

We took a seat ,

I sat beside the prettymost Syazana ,

And beside me was her brother RusyRushdiDy .

And so i kept stealing her French Fries .

You see ,

The French fires tasted funny .

Either French fries or french fires !

They were HOT !

But i just couldnt get enough ,

Cause the Fires lasted a short while before cooling down ,

So i thought it might be safe to eat lots of em .

OHH TO MY HORROR !

You would go ouch if you were me .

It left a rash on my tongue .

Imagine how much it hurts !

So i tried looking for water ,

Sadly no .

So i kept on looking for it ,

Waving my hand at my mouth .

I looked like a retard , and a dog for keeping my tongues sticking out .

Wtf !

And i caught the attention of Sofia ,

And for no reason , ( You might XD at this )

She pointed out a 1 with her index finger .

She asked ,

What's this number ?

I really wanted to answer ,

But you know how it feels to be so " pedas " right ?

So i tried my best to mouth out a 1 .

I couldnt ,

So i just pointed out a 1 on my indexs too .

But it was too late ,

And she said ,

I know you're acting honey .

ARHH !

THIS IS NOT THE TIME !

I was so desperate for water .

And if i remembered i even asked ppl ,

Who obviously dont have water ,

for water .

Stupid ,

But still !

In the end i tried doing the scrolls .

Azararth . . .

   Metrion . . .

     Xinthos...............

Azarath . . .

   Metrion . . .

     Xinthos...............

Azarath . . .

   Metrion . . .

     Xinthos...............

In the end i cooled down ,

And at the same time the show started .

I was still thinking , 

WTF was i doing just now ?!? !?! ?!?

So nvrm .

The show started ,

Clapps ,

Dramatic ,

Clapps ,

Fights ,

Done .

So it was done ,

And then i forgot all about the feedback forms .

Ohh well ,

Why would you care anyway ?

You dont even supply water . >> 

You dont wanna know my feedback on that !

So we went back out through the door .

I had this awkward feeling .

You know ,

You spend an eternity in Dark Cinematic Rooms ,

And suddenly bright lights come on ,

And you feel awkward cause its like as if you just woke up from sleep .

Still we went on the bus ,

And suddenly Dinie became Bestest Friend Forever with me ,

Shared jokes ,

Played around with Tooba's Way of Life - Talking With Bracers Vol.2

And we went on the bus ,

Bus started moving ,

Suhaili could be heard from afar back ,

Farhanah could be heard from afar back ,

Nabila behind us ,

Switched back to my opp seat ,

In front of me was Ameera ,

BDR on my MP3 ,

Blahhh .

So we reached back ,

and Ira and i planned to go back home together .

So youu know blah3

And suddenly both of us said together ,

If a bus pass by or something .

Well ,

We played a game ,

Random game .

Like ,

If a Mercedes pass by this stretch of road , you be cursed for 5 years .

If a Van pass by the opp bus stop , You be cursed for 677 years .

Sumn like that .

But in the end i went home ,

And fell asleep all by myself at the hall .

Tired .

Done !

Beautiful dirty dirty

Rich rich dirty dirty beautiful , dirty , richhhh ~

Hie guys !

Ohkayy ,

So yesterday right ,

The Drama went to this Tampines West CC ,

Or something liddat ,

Kayy lemme tell youu how it began .

Firstly ,

Wake up in the morning 

Feel the light P - diddy . . 

Okayy stop it !

So i went to madrasah ,

After i came back i really had to get ready fast ,

It was already 4++ .

So i went on and had a bath ,

After that i was plain ridiculous .

What should i wear ?

What should i use as a bag ?

What kind of shorts / pants / quarters should i wear ?

What a mess .

So i contacted Sofia ,

And she said i should wear any pants i had .

And long sleeve shirt .

I agreed more ,

Cuz CCs are always cold and it was raining ,

And if i had worn 3/4s instead of 4/4s ( a name i made :D ) ,

I would thaw out !

I was right about that though .

So i actually didnt know what to wear as a " long sleeve shirt " ,

So i just bought what my mom bought me .

It's really cute ,

Or so i thought .

Well it had a map on it ,

It was bought as a souvenir from Melackerh .

But then ,

It had those kind of things 

Which looked like im wearing two clothes ;

One long sleeve and one short sleeve .

Like the ones youu see matrep malaysher pkaii .

Actually i despised thinking of that !

So i made it seem better by telling myself its cute .

So i DID feel better ,

And so i picked it to go with the pants .

They were long ones with the color of beige .

Yeahh that's what Sofia said it should .

I was a bit colorblind , so i think i may be wrong .

Well ,

Blahblah and i was already wearing it .

Nice , warm , just - ironed cute shirt .

Kayy maybe cut off the cute .

So after that ,

I had yet ONE more problem .

I wanted to bring 

My phone ,

My Jean Ure book ,

My mp3 .

So they were too many things to bring by pockets .

So i looked for a bag and the only small bag i had was that matrep bag .

The camera bag .

Eughh ,

I use to think its pretty but after almost 2 years using it i think it sucks .

I think i looked like a total dweeb .

Actually right ,

I didnt like using it cus some ppl say its for matreps .

And i already was looking 29% like em !

Sucks dicks gazzets .

I wanted to call Sofia ,

But then she didnt pick up .

So i called Ameera ,

She too didnt pick it up .

And i was already late so i just used it and went off ,

Feeling totally baaad about the bag !

So after that i took 240 ,

Instead of walking to Lakeside mrt then take mrt .

I went the long way .

Then after that i took 243W since 243G had too many ppl .

And also , W reached at the same time as i did .

Actually horhh ,

I've never W to get to school .

I took G .

And so W was completely alien .

But then ,

Flashback of grey and white . . .

Kaq Aisyah : Okayy so since your PSS frens take both W&G . . .

Me : We can take any of em ?

Kaq Aisyah : Yes !

Me : But maybe let's just stick to G . . .

Kaq Aisyah : Okayy .

Flashback back .

With Color .

So i just took the bus and went off .

In the bus , i was the last so i had no seat .

And this mother ,

Or so i thought ,

( She was damn young ; minahrep )

Had to stand with me with her trolly .

And her baby was just so noisy .

Bu t i cant really listen to my mp3 .

I just dont like it .

Until i get a seat ,

Which i didnt get at all for the whole ride .

So after that ,

I opened my umbrella and held it so close to my head ,

That it actually hid my face , .

I thought it looked smexy ,

Cuz in my head i was listening to Beautiful Dirty Rich .

Im tired .

Second post later .

Someone loves me

Hie .

Well ,

I found out something .

This girl is like ,

She likes me and says all kinds of things .

Like ,

He means the world to me oh my gosh oh my . .

Like , everyone loves me and only nana is special ;D

Huuuu . . 

But pity her .

Loving a stone ,

and not a mirror .

She said this :

Ismail is one cute guy .

He loves this bitch which has a sickening nickname .

Ismail just loves everyone ,

Especially girls .

I think its because he's not used to being used to boys .

anyway , 

I like him .

He may like **** but he doesn't really take the steps ,

so maybe he's fallen out of love for her .

Or maybe he's always like that .

My friends tell me his exs are always people ,

who he likes and they like him back .

But still , i have hope .

One day my beauty will catch him .

And the bitch can just say goodbye .

Wait no ,

Ismail can say goodbye .

yes ismail only has crushes .

**** cant be love could it ?

If all those crushes were loves ,

He''s desperate .

But he said he was having crushes syndrome ,

and that **** was the longest crush .

Before it gets any further ,

i want him to stop .

bcos if thn it might turn to love .

 

??Well guess how tired i got !??

I had to copy it ,

I couldnt copy and paste cuz its a diary .

kayy gtg , brbfalw , good bye

Specially for Dawnn ~ * The MaryJohn Case

Hell0 .

Ohh yeahh , im going to update soon .

Insyaallah ! ;D

Cuz if then , nk knh tukarr songs .

and yeahh i finally gt a taste of that Sheperd pie ,

Or something like that . 

Well , there's this thing rite ,

TTTR -.-

Ehehhh , yeah !

Got this couple patch up huuhhhhhh . .. 

I Digg .

I scoop .

I take all i can !

And i all i can take . . 

Is this !

Mary and John * not real names *

Just broke up .

Cuz one day ,

John went all the way and came late , by almost an hour .

So you see ,

This Mary didnt like his punctuality .

She hates him being late .

The first time he was late , app 5 mins .

Kayy japp .

Facebook Notification .

Biiiiiiiiiingett aqu !

Chybaii !

Japp .

Okayy done ,

So the first time he was late by 5 mins .

Then the second one he was late by 10 ,

and so on . 

Then this time . . 

Yeahh .

So you see ,

He kept getting late , that's all .

So they broke up just cuz of that .

Lame huhh ?

Cant John apologise ?

Yes he did but he never mentioned it any other time ,

Besides the time he was late .

So IWC is trying to help , and we want you to give your ideas ,

So that Mary and John could get together .

Mary*Anisha

John*Fadhyla 

Okayy ?

No , dont post nonsense .

Dont talk about sex .

Ohh yes ! 

A double post on posting .

Yeahh you see ,

I was actually making a spoof of Dawnn ,

and YET . . 

THERE started people calling me a hypocrite . . .. 

THERE started people calling me a jerk . . ..

THERE started people who cant take jokes . .. 

THERE started people acting as imposters . . ..

THERE started people saying i was criticizing . . ..

THERE started immature people .

So lots of " THERE " i couldve put ,

But i aint want to .

They cant take a joke is it ?

Anyway ,

Why wasn't Shane Dawson like , 

Criticized cuz he kept making spoofs of miley cyrus and such .

OMG ,

I made a spoof and it could trigger these stuffs .

LOooolls !

Im laughing my head off .

Hope Dawnn could really take it .

Well if not i have no regrets saying sorry .

Anyway ,

hypocrites is a name given to people ,

Who hates people in secret but actually ,

Pretends to like them .

So this guy was referring to ,

Hypocrites is a name given to people ,

Who makes spoofs of others ,

And calling them Staplers .

Wtf ?

ahahahahaha !

I cant stop laughing !

Okayy , Dinie , ur a stapler .

ISMAIL UR A HYPORCRIhahahaaaha !

I cant . ..  . .. ...  . . stop .  .. . .  LAUGHING !

So im calling ,

Mirza , you merepek , just kidding .

Ismail ure a jerk and a hyporcrite !

wtfhahahhahahaahaha !

Siial uhh !

Anyways , if you cannot take jokes ,

dont have to spam .

That's even more wrong than making jokes ,

Which would hurt people by accident .

Cuz if then then you're actually venting ur anger .

Well , dont ask me .

You couldve said 

I dont like the joke , why are you doing this ?

Like , im trying to stop myself from laughing .

B . ... R .  .. . B ! 

Okayy , hhhahs , that was looong .

So im trying to be serious , right ?

Okayy .

So okayy , fyyne .

I WILL make my blog extra private ,

and also . . .

nahh . 

If i do others wont be able to read .

So Dawnn ,

It really was a joke ,

i did say it was at the end of the post .

That post was just to advertise IWC .

So you dont have to get angry .

And spams arent supposed to use MY post ,

to tell ME how they feel about me .

Well i dont care anyway .

And im still laughing . 

GAHAHAHAHAHA !

Well , i'll be back one day when it stops ,

alrite ?

Ciiao !

Persevere in what we do ~