Last hour of Haji Raya

Bye! Come again! Mmmhmm, you take care too!

So i wave the guests out, as they start leaving.
Well anyway, today i fell asleep at 2.
I thought the guests were gonna arrive at 12, then i waited until 1.30, i went to my room, got tired on facebook and ZZZZZZZ!
I woke up hearing a scream!
Yeah I heard a scream from one of the guests's children.
Well they always made noise whenever they arrive.
I heard them at 3.
I fell back asleep and slept all the way till 4.
Then woke up after which i fell asleep again.
Woke back up at 5, where my mum woke me up.
Well i had to give my greetings to my guests, which were only a few.
The rest went home in my slumber.
So i woke up to give greetings and prayers.
Well it was very easy to do those.
But what was hard was my little brother.
Well he wasn't okay with the children.
He wanted to play with them but he couldnt cause he's scared.
Cute, though very stubborn.
He kept pulling my folds.
It was annoying!
But i pitied him.
It wasnt everyday he got to play with his cousins.
Fellow half cousins!
So i followed him to the balcony a.k.a. playing room/ basement.
Yes, we invented names for it.
It's considered a room okay!
So for the guests we had cow lungs, chicken cooked in red sauce (?), fried chicken, rice cooked in tomato sauce, mutton meat, and goat meat.
Oh and pickles too.
So that should be enough i guess, for the stomachs of the guests.
We had aa few in remark.
Uncle Sani and Wife
Uncle Sani elder daughter
Uncle Sani younger daughter
Uncle Maslan and Wife
Aunt Anipa
Daddy's brother and Wife
Daddy's brother's 2 daughters
Daddy's brother's son
Daddy's brother (Lanun) and Wife
Daddy's brother's 3 daughters
So there were quite a lot of people, though the hall still had seats for 7 other families.
Food was half finished, which is quite unusual as the guests dont look that hungry!
So i was thinking, when i was asleep, who made it here?
Who made it out without remembering me?!
No one could!
Mmm, so anyway tomorrow im getting out to fetch the gifts.
At approximately 1230, im going out.
But at 8 in the morning me and my sister will be out jogging.
Hmm, been so long since i jogged.
Well, it was so long that i guess my body wouldnt be able to jog for 3 minutes!
Cause i need to get used to a lifestyle.
But if i cant even jog, i might as well just die on my bed, unable to even die.
So its like now is nighttime, no, its morning already, but it looks like night so damn the morning, its night!
7 in the morning, thats when morning starts!
Assholes, those who came up with that!
So its like now my sister is irritating me, she's being a real asshole.
Hmm what else should i update you?
Mostly what i did today is sleep and eat and entertain guests.
Hmm, so perhaps i'll create a new post later this end of the week, probably sunday, the day before my religious PSLE exams.
I need to get my game face on!
I hadnt really been studying.
Besides, even if i fail, i'll still be promoted.
It's not like i have to repeat or go to a class of low idiots.
I already received my class list.
So there, done and done.
Sorry if this post didnt come at exactly 9,10, or 11.
It came at fucking 1230.

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Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

Hullo muslim friends, and my other readers.

Today i went for my annual Hari Raya Haji prayers.
So you see when we get to the mosque we chant this takbir.
This takbir is very consistent and is in sequence.
The, uhh, priest says the first line.
Then we follow.
Then as a priest leading the prayers he goes with his line.
We the followers of the prayers go with our line.
And so on and so forth.
Because this was very consistent, naturally i felt sleepy.
I started to take long blinks and visualising me sleeping on my bed, so comfortable....
I was in a trance....

"BUURP!"

Huh?
Who the...
Okay there's this guy beside me.

"BUURP!"

He's irritating the crap out of me.
Can't he do the takbir quietly?
What an irritant.
Well anyway, i just got $10 from my mum!
She gave me through the money in the envelope.
Mini-envelope made for money-giving.
Search google images on Hari Raya Money Envelope to get a quick look.
I intend to use it to buy a gift for a special someone.
I bought 3 items.
A card in the shape of an elephant @ $4.20
A small card made for someone special @ $2.90
A cute kitty soft toy @ $10.00
All total up to $17.10.
Now this is worth the cost, i'll not reveal the person i intend to send these gifts to, as she might be reading this blog.
Well yes its a she.
Not a he, i rarely give to Hes.
Those who know who it is, i ask that you keep silent.
But not to worry, i'll tell you guys who that she is once the gifts have been delivered!
So rest assured, the answer is a matter of time ;D
And coin.
Well, i did tell you i just received 10 dollars.
I haven't bought the soft toy and the small card made for someone special.
The money is all with me, though i need a date to get out and fetch the items.
I'm gonna ask for anyone who wanna go out with me this Thursday.
It's tomorrow.
Today is the only day visitors come for my grandmother.
Work resumes tomorrow, so i think they'll all be out.
Well anyway, I'm sorry if this post didnt publish at exactly 9:00 a.m., i mean i reached home at 8:30 and set up the laptop at 8:40.
I set up my Blogger at approximately 8:50, during the time in between i used to update my facebook.
I dont have all day to update this blog, so i'll only update this morning and later at night.
Mmm, there sure is some experience today.
People of all sorts will be arriving.
Half cousins, Aunts, Uncles, Nieces, Nephews.
Only most of the Half side will be coming.
Because their grandmother lives here.
My original Grandmother and Father are dead.
My original dad's side's Grandmother and father are far near the South of Singapore, while here i am so far from there.
I can't visit them, my sister's runaway incident striked us and their sides hard.
Wanna know what happened?
Well one of my blog posts here have some of that information, you can reach at it through the archives below the mixpod.
So i must prepare for the arrival of my guests, they should be coming in the midday around 12 o clock.
Well, wait for me tonight readers!
I should be blogging around 10 p.m., but if i'm late then you can expect me to start blogging at 11.
Rest assured it wont reach the next day, cause i promised tonight.
If the guests really leave early, i guess i can blog around 9.
But that's the deal, if you're a real faithful reader (i probably have some around the world, somewhere in the Middle East i guess) then i like you.
You probably hated when i stopped blogging without informing you.
Hehe, well i dont have much faithful readers, this is my life, i cant forget that.
So till then, farewell!

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This is my heart

And i wont allow this disrespect!

Hello angels!
Fared readers and bloggers.
Mmm i feel good today.
Tomorrow is the festive annual Hari Raya Haji, where us muslims sacrifice a goat.
It's also the day of forgiveness, if i may relate so myself.
There's a prayer session tomorrow.
Me and my dad leaving at 6:30 a.m.
I know, it's rather too early, but if you are punctual there'll be no space.
The sermon would've already started and you would've missed a lot.
Furthermore, it's the holidays.
Obviously every muslim in the neighbourhood will be there, and a lot more others from the Jurong area.
Yes, i live in singapore.
Why?
Don't you know.
You mean to say you dont know i live in singapore?
Sheesh, come to a blog where you know which country it's from at least.
Anyway, the mosque was made quite long ago,
It wasnt designed for the few hundreds of people there to pray.
It was designed only to house people from this area.
So thats all there is for the mosque stuffs.
Anyway, some were asking me why i wasnt using tumblr.
Why am i still on Blogger?
Well, i like blogger.
Furthermore, what's up with tumblr and their "cool pictures"?
Reblog here reblog there.
And try any of my links, hopefully you come to find one on tumblr.
Or maybe, just go to any tumblr profile.
You will see they have an average of a thousand posts.
3/4 of them are all reblogged stuffs.
Blogger is a place for you to pour your feelings.
It's not a shop or some fantasy about stuffs you like.
fuckyeah here, fuckyeah there.
So thats for the Tumblr Blog thingy.
Anyway, today i didnt go to the Religious Class.
The one every tuesday.
Well guess what the reason was?
Late?
Forgot?
Overslept?
None.
All wrong.
It's because it was raining.
You know, it's kinda funny.
Because it was raining thunderstorms,
My mum stopped me from going.
I was all happy then, but i hid it cause my mum would probably say such bad things.
Which, i guess, are true.
One of the things she says is "So you like staying at home? Lazybum!"
Which is quite true.
She implies that guys are supposed to be outside doing stuffs.
And she already has doubts when i go down just to buy something.
She wants me to go out, and when i even want to walk down for a while she's all hysterical about it.
Doesnt make sense.
Its like saying you have to go out but i dont want you to.
Which is stupid.
Cause the only reason i CANT go out is because YOU dont want me to.
Trust me on this, i wanna go out with my friends and just wait for her reaction.
So calculative.
Its the holidays and shes all over "Whats the time? Where? Who'll be there? How do i contact you? When are you coming home? 7? NO"
See what i mean?
It's really irritating.
I actually want to go out more than just staying at home playing games and staying in my room all locked up and on facebook.
I want to go out.
Do anything, stay healthy, go out with friends, much like a normal ontheway teen.
But my mum wont understand that.
She probably wont understand that its normal for kids to go out.
She probably wont understand that i hate staying at home.
And now, she's looking for courses like camps at mosques for me to go.
I hate camps, okay?
And especially one where we can't even talk.
We dont even know anyone.
What, you rather i go out with people i dont even know than with people i know best?
You dont trust me at all.
You dont trust that no camps will do good for me.
I'll probably go to the camp bored and come back from the camp bored.
I know this sounds harsh and i know my mum is doing everything for me to go out.
But i want to, and you're not allowing me to do so.
I know you want to put me in trusted hands, but whats so bad about going out with friends to shopping malls?
I have a voice you know.
And its a matter of time before THIS goes to her.
Dont argue and try to keep your ego.
I have my ego too but why do i even have a blog?
I have my ego too but why do i still wanna tell you this?
Oh hoho, you think this isnt private?
What makes you think your stuffs you keep from us are private?
You dont wanna lose, thats what.
I cant believe i've seen my friend's mums being so grateful and kind full of hospitality.
YOU on the other hand have no trust at all.
Not even on your own son.
Okay this is getting WAAAAY emotional!
Lets talk about something else!
Well you see i have some matters to attend to.
Sleeping, dreaming, that sort of thing.
If you are looking for some reading, please find me at 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.
Well?
I'm tired!
That mother-to-son-trust talk took everything from me.
And my headache too!
Mmmmm, my eyes hurt.
Oh well, till tomorrow, farewell!
Oh, Selamat Hari Raye Haji kaum muslimin!

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The Beer of Holidays, Results and Anticipation

Welcome whomsoever that came here and read upon my blog,

To my blog.
All of my studies have prepared me for this moment.
May the Prophets and the One Himself witness this fell night.
I thank Thee for Thy strength and courage that Thy have implemented in me.
Thats enough.
Okay so i have very very good news.
Okay as you may know, the education system in Singapore, my country, is very subsequent.
We start like this:
Kindergarten:
Nursery
Kindergarten 1
Kindergarten 2
Primary School:
Primary 1
Primary 2
Primary 3
Primary 4
Primary 5
Primary 6

Secondary School:
Secondary 1
Secondary 2
Secondary 3
Secondary 4 (Express & Normal Technical Stops Secondary Education Here)
Secondary 5 (Normal Academic Stops Secondary Education Here)

So you see there are 3 modes of education.
Express, Normal Academics and Normal Technical.
Express is hard but its fast.
It takes four years.
Normal Academics is easier though you spend one more year.
It takes five years.
Normal Technical is easy though you spend your years in ITE after four years in Secondary School.
It takes alot of years.
Lol, so i am in express and to advance from Sec 1 to Sec 2 is tedious.
You need to pass academically AND morally.
Ya well morally is only a small percentage of how you advance.
Its how the teachers comment on you.
If allowed, the comments can vary where you go.
Like lets say you failed academically but then the teachers like your behavior in class.
They comment very good things, so you could still be promoted but the teachers will keep a close eye on you.
And then i had to wait for my results.
My overall results CANNOT fail!
So you know what it means when i say "Good news"!
It means i passed, dumbass.
So it's like my lowest grade in the result slip is a C, which means the rest were Bs and As!
It is great to see good results, as i failed maths 8 times in a row in my Primary 5 and 6 years.
So its surprising, i passed Secondary maths but failed Senior Primary maths.
Now i dont understand that, but what i remembered what they said the beginning of our secondary 1 life was that maths was easy here.
It's a giant leap down in difficulty from our primary school maths.
I dont understand why they make primary school maths so hard.
So you see i passed my Overall so i get anything i want!
A lot of you may think, i may want the latest high tech stuffs.
No actually, i want something as simple and normal as a game.
Now this is fun, i want either the Bloodrayne 2, or GTA Vice City.
I miss Vice City, i used to keep it, until my dad said it wasnt for me, i was young then.
Cause you know Vice City is for people who are much older.
Wasnt for my age.
Yea, one more thing, i actually called my step-father "dad".
I like calling him dad, he's more of a dad to me than the -other- dad.
Cause i dont even know how it feels to have the -other- dad with me right now.
I never felt him take care of me.
He's more of a vicious guy from what i've heard.
Cause when you dont know a person you discover him through what you hear about him.
And i heard many, many tales about his evil.
Anyway, the holidays are here, Deepavali has passed, so i'm sorry i didnt wish my hindu readers a "Happy Diwali" sooner.
So Happy belated Diwali!
Hope you had fun celebrating with your friends!
And family, too.
I certainly hoped you sweet as thosai 'sauce' Hindu readers had some family bonding!
Anyway, Christmas is coming, i'd better get ready to wish my christian readers too.
A lot of things have happened.
Like Hari Raya, Deepavali, and soon Christmas and Chinese New Year is coming too.
And, my dear readers, my birthday is in between all this celebration!
Anyway, if any of you are interested my birthday is on the 2nd of December.
So as i was saying, Happy Diwali to my Hindu readers ;D!
Oh yea!
How could i forget?
Happy Hari Raya Haji to all muslim readers ;D
By the way, i wont be sacrificed in any mosque okay!
My name is Ismail but i wasnt turned into a goat!
And yea, the holidays are here, and i heard my family is going to somewhere in malaysia!
I'm thinking its somewhere like KL, but we already went there.
So i'm really not sure.
So that's all for the updates, and oh, did i tell you?
Drama has already ended, all performances for this year is finished, and the only thing left is the anticipation for next year!
But sadly, the sec 3s will be stepping down june next year.
So we'll be left alone with the next year's sec 1 and next year's sec 3.
Which are really this year's sec 2.
So i had to go to 2 days of remedial classes.
Both were Maths.
Well, i went with my same group of Awesomes.
It so happens that we, the same group, has the same remedial classes.
Okay, that's actually all i have for you, but if you're looking for more, then you'll have to wait till my next update.
Tomorrow i have my religious class, as usual.
So yeah, wish me luck cause the last exams for primary 6 pupils in my religious education system.
Oh well.
Till then, farewell~!

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